Sunday, September 20, 2009

To My Little Angel

My dear, sweet little boy,

How do I even begin to express to you how much I love you? How do I explain that you are my entire world even though I have never seen you or held you? You have my entire heart. Nothing in this world means more to me than you do. You are my special little guy. 

It makes me sad that you will be born into such an imperfect world. I hate that, no matter what I do, I will not be able to protect you from every single hurt or harm there is. It breaks my heart to know that you are going to be born into a single-parent home and that your father has chosen not to be around. I am so sorry for that. I cry for hours wondering how you will handle the emotions that will come.

But please know this, Gabriel: No matter what, Mommy loves you. I always have. I always will. You deserve the very very best and I will do everything in my power to provide that for you--even if I have to do it by myself.

I love you so much,



Emeka said...[Reply to comment]

how sweet and nice a humble and heartly cry...God's grace shall always be for you two, and you will never lack anything for your God given Angel, Gabriel. he shall be loved.